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Saturday, August 3, 2013

permuafakatan

i don't know how to say "permuafakatan" in english,
and i also lazy to google translate it~ :P

just want to say that i just get the report card during permuafakatan.
teacher did say something unexpected to my father =,=
i expected teacher will say:
my result still need a lot of improvement...
cannot play anymore...
need focus on study...
be concentrate in class...
and so on~
but,
my teacher said:
you got improvement,
but need to increase your mark.
so you need to do more exercises.

see that?!
teacher is amazing~
she can express all the words into the beautiful sentences.
even there is same meaning >,<
but i like this way~

teacher also said that i am a good student...
i don't really think so~
i think i am not a good student because i haven't do my responsibility as a student to get a flying result.
am i right?

teacher even asked my dad was he satisfy with my result.
my dad answered that the result is for her(me),there is no chance for me to change.
after i heard that,
i know i need to put more effort.

do you know why?
because i well know my dad.
when this sentence out from his mouth,
that's mean he is not really satisfy or even disappointed.
every time i felt down because of my result,
my dad will surely beside me and advised me.
i know he cared about my result very much,
so i scare to fail or get the worst result.
i can't let him accept this once more.
i can't let him feel down because of my result.
i know the result he got when he was young made him regrettable and want his children to get rid of it.
so i will try to do my best every exam.
but unfortunately i did not do my best :(

i will remember these...






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