撩妹语录

深夜我若有所思，如果我是男的。。。肯定是个大情圣！🤣

1
"你知道明天和今天有什么不同吗？"
"明天我对你的爱又多了一点"

2
"你知道我曾想过为你改名字吗？"
"我想你改名为人人"
"因为。。。大家都认同我爱人人，人人爱我"

3
"我不能和你一起玩123木头人"
"因为我每次见到你，就心动了"

4
"你为什么老是这样，不问一声就拿走别人的东西"
"你打算何时还会你在我这里拿走的爱"

5
"我希望我们就像太阳和地球"
"有你在，我的世界就亮了。而我，还能一直留在你身边"

6
"其实我挺羡慕你的"
"有个我那么喜欢你"

7
"有你在，我感觉自己正在环游世界"
"因为我的世界就是你"

8
"我才不理你是什么星座"
"只要你安静地坐在我心里就好"

愛

最近跟朋友有聊到“愛”這個話題，
不知道是朋友圈裡突然出現了許多關於愛的帖文，
還是我才關注到了這些帖文。
發覺發帖的都是一些比我小好多的小屁孩所寫的。
不過或許在你們眼中，我也只不過是個小屁孩。
有時心中會有一絲懷疑，他們當真懂什麼是愛嗎？
但後來才發覺，自己的愚昧。
難道年紀輕輕的，年齡不大的，就沒資格說愛了嗎？難道他們的愛都是不成熟，都是衝動，只有大人的愛算是愛嗎？
其實不然，我們不能因為他們的年齡而下定論，也許他們呼出的二氧化碳沒我們多，但是他們經歷的事情，思考的方向，我們都不知道。
你們說他們不懂愛，這可是間接的否定他們與生俱來對父母，長輩，弟兄之愛啊！
也許會說，這是兩回事，但要知道，我們打從有感覺起，愛，便是我們的一種感受，一種表達。對人、事、物，無一例外。
當然，我不會說他們嘴裡說，文裡寫的愛情值得我們歌頌，也許有些真的是一時的被現實蒙蔽，但請不要一棍下去，打死他們的感受。

time flies

----------introduction------------

I was surprised when I see that the last post I wrote is on 2nd January

which is 10 months ago!! 

well...it shows that how busy am I

hahah...okay...is how lazy I am

Through the months,

I am officially 20.09 years old today

And, I am a practical student 

which means I am working!!

oh yeah~ learning from working

what a wonderful thing to be

----------end of the topic-----------

what I realize throughout the year is...

sometimes, what you need to do is,

sacrifices a thing to get another.

I left my hometown because starving of knowledge

I left my family because craving for freedom

I left my old friend because I want some adventures

...temporary...

Yes, that is not necessary but the outcome worth it

Independent, confident, communication, courage, problem solving...

I don't see these anymore, because I feel it! I have it now in myself.

Be brave and be kind.

Do what you want to do in the early age

To achieve what you want at the middle age

 

hello 2016

Today is the second day of 2016,that's means 2015 had became a history and saved in memories. Nothing can change the past, past can change nothing. 

Review back what I had done in the year of 2015, I don't think I still remember how I had gone through my sweet 19. 

JANUARY: I had completed my first semester in my college life. Expectation always more perfect compare with reality but reality brought more surprise than what you expect.

FEBRUARY: semester break and came back register for new semester on the second day of Chinese New Year. Actually it was not really register on the second day but few days after that, but since flight ticket is very expensive and I need to save budget, so come back early and start to enjoy a new semester. Never forget that I need to cuddle with my 8 subjects for those four months.

MARCH: Osh Club committee had a new election and new committee had selected. It was the first activity that organised by them, a trip to JPAM Carnival. At there, I get know with my senior including the one I am anxious to know from the day he first call me "kakak" during his toolbox presentation about ebola, the one I attracted with his smile and those I only know they are my senior that under taking Bosh.

APRIL: Had a three days two nights trip at Melacca and Negeri Sembilan during mid semester break. That was such great and wonderful experience since it was my very first trip to go another state with friends. Even though we had no reliable transportation to go around all the place, but be grateful that we still have our legs to travel around. SUNBURN!

MAY: I had attend the Festival Belia 2015 at Putrajaya. That was my first time to join such festival. during the even, there had lots of booth selling foods and desserts...MY HEAVEN!! haha... then...there also had the zombies walked around the street, really feel like I was at somewhere at oversea. I really think that it is a very excellent carnival that suitable for teenager because it gather all the teenager around Malaysia and intro for us to the tradition and culture of other nearer country. Never forget I ever know a person from Sabah although I don't know his name. Hope to join it this year again. Oh yaa...statistics tuition session made me closer with my senior. Thanks to them for sacrificed their time to teach us. Here I know who is kak Ida (sinuda).

JUNE: my big bro and his friend from primary school came to KL for their training on their job. It is such a fortune and happiness that the friends can gather again after graduate. For sure, I went out with them that I expect I will have a chance to drive the roller coaster but failed. As a reward, my big bro sponsor me the visit of aquarium at KLCC. Wonderful "underwater" trip. Of course my brunch, dinner, dessert and transport fees were paid by my big bro. 

JULY: I had done my final exam for 8 subjects!! Feel like I had done my PMR once again. Waiting for my another semester to come. I knew my nightmare is coming at that point. CHEMISTRY! Special thanks to all of my friends that bring their raya foods and shared with me. 

AUGUST: I put my first step to Midvalley with my housemate, Nana with the purpose of watching Monster Hunt. A fantastic movie to watch. And for sure, we go treasure around in the Midvalley. At the mid of August, my batch was assigned to handle the raya celebration decoration, I am really grate to have them be my helping hands. Then guess what, I received my first raya purse with rm3 inside from the president of Osh Club. Silat dinner came after that. Sincere from my heart, I really interest for all martial art including silat, teakwondo and karate. At the end of August, I volunteer myself be a part of young mercy for my senior YM project. Great and meaningful activity conducted by them, have a great day with the kids and them. Erm...once again, SUNBURN!!!!

SEPTEMBER: it's my birthday month! Thanks for the gift, surprise and wishes... touched. I had went karaoke with my friends. For my very first time too, I went there with my Malay friends. But I really enjoyed the moment so much. In the same month, I had my second trip in my college life to Negeri Sembilan, it was the first trip with Jacq because she missed the first trip with us. At there, we stayed at her cousin house, so...special thanks to them with their nice threats. 15 sept 2015, Jacq had officially transferred to Sabah for pursue her dream at there. Lots of reluctance, but it is her choice, anyway, thank you for being my side for all ups and downs. Never forget that I had emergency fly back to Miri during my semester break. I need to company my grandpa for the rest of his life.

OCTOBER: a new semester were going on...without Jacq. In the same month, I lost my beloved grandpa. I felt desperate but can't do anything here, not even have a chance to see him for the last time, only through the photo sent by cousin. Few days later, one of my classmate also passed away from the accident. This month, life teach me to say goodbye.

NOVEMBER: someone had threaten us IKEA meatballs even though he was not feeling well on that day after the resume seminar, a useful seminar organized by Osh Cub. The person who delivered the speech is the fiance of sir Hari!! In the same month, we had invited to attend to their wedding. Very anxious and excited since this is the first time I attend to Indian's wedding dinner. Millions of appreciation for my beloved senior (hakak hakak and abang abang) for becoming our driver and listener. Oh...nearly forget that we got our cooperate shirt too, nice design.

DECEMBER: we went out twice together with hakak2 abang2, one to PD and one to Shah Alam. Very sad to say that they had gone for their practical in this month too. Although the duration that we been together is very short but the memories created will never be forget. Good luck and all the best for all of you. There is a happiness call hakak abang. Erm...thanks for giving us that something that we need when you moved out from hostel. Hoping that later when we move out, there is something beneficial to our junior too. :D

----------thanks 2015...its time to start another amazing year!----------

failure

Nowadays, many people do not know each other but they like to judge them without any deep understanding about others. Well, not even ourselves understand ourselves. So, before I forget who am I, I decide to write it down.

I am the person who haunted by failure. I could not say that I failed more than you ever tried but i might said that I am afraid of failure much more than you guys do. That's why I always work hard on something just try not to fail. Alert that "not to fail" is totally different with "success". "Success" means you have get the highest achievement after complete the work while "not to fail" means that you achieve the minimum target with the least satisfaction.

You might think that I am relax with my studies but the truth had prove it wrong. When you said I can understand easily all the topic discussed but you never think that how many midnight oil I had burned just want to get know what I should learn. I just have more determination. A little bit determination. Someone had ever told me that success is belong to ordinary person with extraordinary determination, maybe that's why I been inspired.

Anyway... failure doesn't corrupt your future but it does help you build your future. We all learn from the past, is it? Experiences and knowledge can be gain from mistake. Appreciate it.

#spirit of cockroach!

cosh 6/10/2016

COSH stand for "Conference of Occupational Safety and Health"
i enjoy every second at there.
there is many activities, exhibition and speech that open to public.
i join the speech with the title " empowering your skill without competency" and "who is SHO? challenges and opportunities".
finally i found my reason why i want to be a safety and health officer.
"i may change the fate of a person to lose their love one."
this is what i set on my mind after the talks.
everyone is working on risk, but we as a SHO can prevent the occurrence of the hazard and minimize the risk expose.
i am glad i found my reason after 1 year i study the course, not too late is it?
before i study this course, i never know something like this.
after i study it, i interest on it, not because of the opportunities offered in market, but the challenges that i would face.
seriously, i never think of the salary i will get in this area, i am thinking of what is the responsibility that i need to care.
after joined the conference, i learned something new, something that i only read on note but never practice before. i love it.
keep learning no matter what, do anything just for the knowledge.
besides, it is the first time i met with many people that work in safety and health. i just feel like there is still has someone outside there that same as me. i am not alone...i have my other family.
they are not hesitate to share their knowledge with me too, i feel grateful.
one day, i will be one of them, a successful one.
keep on, keep spiritual!

this is my first time go to PICC too~! the view is so nice and i just cant stop to be excited! i even get lost inside there...haha

learn the way to wear safety harness...read is not the only way to learn, should practice it!

vision test by MSU... thanks to all of them because never tired of answering my questions.

my result of vision test, quite normal except i have different power of each eye. thanks kak azira for the explaination that i asked for a long time. wish to meet you again kak.

i asked the person why there are so many different color of coverall available. he said that because everyone has their own favorite color. =,=

from behind to the front: resistant of heat(silver), prevent the sting of bees(white), resistant of electricity(grey),multi purpose coverall(orange), coverall that can keep us warm even at -2 degree celcius(blue) and me...hihi

nothing much...i just enjoyed the moment and i increase my confidence again. i always be confidence when i think i have something inside myself.

thank you osh club~

thank you... ^^

if you fail to plan, then you plan to fail.

虽然。。。但是

我虽然不完美
但我却是唯一的
我虽然不漂亮
但我拥有自信心
我虽然不聪敏
但我能自由思考
我虽然不敏健
但我仍四肢健全
我虽然不温文
但我能体贴有礼

我虽然无法拥有全世界
但我拥有亲情和友情
我虽然不能拥抱全世界
但我能学会如何给予

生活虽然无能事事都如意
但我却拥有感恩的心
生活虽然充满挑战和坎坷
但我却学会坚强毅力

人生，
并没有所谓的完不完美，
就只是在于你看世界的角度。

而有些时候，
感恩竟然是来自无法表达的埋怨。
感恩，至少还有东西好埋怨。。。