2013/07/31

today is the last day of july 2013.
#abuden?!#
today is the day i knew my result.
#so??#

i think almost all of my classmate have improvement on their result as they did their best~ :)
but...
i am not satisfy with my result although there has some improvement.
i don't know why...
just feel so down today.

when i took my chemistry exam paper,
i really feel like want to cry,
but i force myself to be strong enough to happy.
then, i saw my friend crying at there =,=
his/her result is better than mine eh~
suddenly my mind went blank...
and slowly turn to blue...
do you know what does the blue means?
blue = emotion~
i backed to my sit and kept my mouth close.
i think many thing that time.
during recess,my form teacher asked us to check our ranking in the class.
i felt nervous and scare to look for it.
i know i haven't did my best!
but my friend look for mine and tell me my ranking =.=
erm...
my tear was scrolling beside the eyeballs~
i force them to go back to their own 'home' once again as i think:
crying now doesn't mean anything as it only bring you to the sad.
the results were there,crying is meaningless and helpless!
and the results only proved the effort i did,
i do not did the best,
that's why these i got lo~
if i cry that time,surely i will feel hopeless.
my result?
hahha...please get ready to look for the worst...

1. mandarin 73%
2. malay language 66%
3. english language 76%
4. mathematics 83%
5. additional mathematics 49%!!!
6. biology 52%
7. chemistry 50%
8. physics 58%
9. history 75%
10. moral 89%

3 months left, but some of them still below the baseline of A-...
even C still appear!
C stand for CANNOT be forgive!
C stand for CONTINUE be a failure!
rank 11 in class,
how worst is it... :(

we can be sad, but we must happy and refuel for the next exam.
i want my tears to bath my cheek at the moment i take my spm result next year,
with full satisfy, enjoying and happy mood~!
for me,that's a only chance for my tears to drop.

let us do our best to beat the rest,my dear friends~
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if humans scold the dog or whatever living thing for not understanding their language,
why not us to learn what they actually want to say?