SEM 2 FINISHED

部落客就是一个自己写给自己看爽的地方
其实是想分享
但又要保密一点的心态
所以我今晚又来啦

diploma in occupational safety and health (dosh) semester 2 finished.
mission accomplished for this semester!
forget the final,
forget the result,
lets talk about me,talk about what i faced in these 4 months ^.^

do you still remember that i ever said i am regret to be there?
CUCMS... i ever regret to be there...i say ever...
but after what i had gone through these few months,
especially this semester, i had changed my point of view.
what had convinced me with this college?
many factors but not the management.

for your information, i am surrounding by Malays which i am the only Chinese girl in this course.
i really uncomfortable with these at first. although i have many Malay friends but i had never experience few months or may be few weeks without speak mandarin. as the time had gone, i realized something. i found that some of them really take care about me. for those who had learned mandarin in primary school, they even try to speak mandarin with me (they are Indians and Malays)...i really appreciate it for making me felt that i am not alone at there. touched~

in this semester too, i felt being love and respect. i don't know whether it is my "faulty feeling" or not,
i just felt that the seniors are treating me like their sister more than a friend or junior. i like this, these made me felt that we are one huge lovely family. i did feel in this way because my same course friend had ever told me so and i did feel the difference. erm...or this is because i am the "special" species in this course so they treated me so? but i hope that it is my own personality and the comfort ability made it so.

then, i saw some changes on somebody. their spirit had made me energized. their spirit to change positive and taking serious in education are the most encourage me to find out what make them change. next, i found that i also had few changes of myself. first, i start don't really care with what i care so much before. it is not because i do not obey my principle but it just like there is a thing which is more valuable to care about and it makes no differences too if i care so much which can make me hurt myself at last,right?

other than the knowledge gained,i think i had improved psychologically. i am trying to accept something by magnified the pro than the con...but not all...just something that i ever hide or "delete" it from its pro...*i hope somebody will understand what i try to say...haha* after i went through something and get know somebodies, i had made out a statement "sometimes there is no wrong or right in such situation, it just about the comfort ability and suitability. "

excited to turn semester 3~~~
anxious with what will coming soon.