mood

30/3/2012  mood...
disappoint > sad > happy
haha...
weird mood...
disappoint of certain thing...
sad of something...
and happy because of someone~!
haha....

i should and i must against all challenges in my life to reach the top of success!
as mr marcus matu hugo lejau said:"there is no problem that so hard to solve.all problems and challenges have the way to solve...!"
i totally agree with that.
no problem that cant be solve!
i can do it!

蓝色希望，绿色家园

erm……其实我要写的东西跟标题毫无关系，
so...ignore it.
今天又有个人以为我是混血的了。
不是第一次了。
只从我上了中学很多人都认为我是
chinese + iban...=.=
我像吗？？？！！
okay。。。无可否认，是有点像，
我肤色比较黑～
但，这不是我的错～～～
是学校的kedudukan太strategik了，
害我变黑的！
不信你们试问我小学的朋友，
我本来是很白的～～
我是小白。。。>.<...
可是我绝对不是小白脸>~<
我想强调的是
我绝对是正种华人！
不过……没关系啦！
你们开心就好。。。
不知者无罪。。。

×《悦读》明天出了第一期，
好紧张。。。
因为连我都还没看=。=
不知道他们弄得怎样？
希望能获好评。。。
不过，
对于这次，
我对下次更有信心～:'(
anyway,希望你们能继续支持《悦读》。
不要因为第一次的不好而对其失去了信心！
因为不完美是走向成功的第一步！！！！！
一起加油，努力吧！！！

excited!

really happy today!
you guess what happened today?
my school got 5 people straight A in spm!
that was amazing!
that's why i am so happy?!
haha~~~~~
maybe?~
:P

20/3/2012

today is tuesday...
an important day to me...
1st time in my secondary school life...
i fail my subject!
history...
i really hate you,you know?
i hate history!!!
but...there always have history in our life~
worse than ever...
no mood!
but the funny thing is...
the result what i got yesterday is start with 6,7or8,
and today ...
is start with 3,4n 5~
horrible right?
haha<<<i also wish i can laugh or even smile at this moment
then...
when i came home...
switch on the television,
the 1st graphic came out is about malaysia history...
hehehe...
it made me more moody!

*finally merit became normal...
feel worse to talk today after got the result...
if i talk to you,you better answer me faster or at least give a respond,
if not,when i talk second time,
you will bomb by me~
i warn you already~

lastly,
good luck for spm candidates of 2011...
wish you can get a flying result tomorrow!
don't be like me...

19/3/2012

today is...monday!
i like it...haha
#if you believe it,then you are not understand my feeling today#
today,
i feel really worse!
do you know why?
my result is such of shit!!!
my target for today subject:
>chinese:75%^
>english:75%^
>add math:90%^
>physics:80%^
and now...
see what i got~
today result:
>chinese:74%
>english:77%
>add math:86%
>physics:65%
chinese...still ok la~
english...bolehlah~
add math...CARELESS!!!!!!!!!!i always make that mistake!!!!!!!
i careless when i do the "mother" question and it make me wrong at whole question!
2 question careless and cause me miss 14%!!!
really horrible,terrible and vegetable arh~!!!
physics?haha...the most KNS 1...
i put many hope on it,
then this is the result! :'(

test paper for tomorrow...
NO HOPE!

lastly...
kho,wish you has a happy day~
happy birthday!

T.T

《小孩不笨2》made me cry...
it made my tear come down...
really touching ~~
recommend you guys to watch it.
if already watched it before,
please watch it once again~
especially for parents.
please dont tide your children too hard,
they are also a living thing,
they have the feeling and they are
a human like you!
they also have the pressure like all of you.
they need the praise as all of you want too.
as you scold them,
you will make them feel worse.
as they feel worse,
then they will did something wrong.
as they did something wrong,
then you will think that they are rotten apple.
as you think that they are rotten apple,
then you will make them more pressure and dislike you.
actually,
every rotten apple as you think,
are not the rubbish.
if you still want to eat it,
then just cut the rotten part off.
then it will become a good apple.
please,dont ever made your children as your toy to play.
they are human!!!!!!!
you can watch it at youtube:

realise before regret,please...

不要逼我啦～！！！

最近，
我又发觉你们的一些怪点了～
我都已经够胖了～
还一直逼我吃东西！
然后我要吃东西时，
你们又不要我吃～
唱反调！
不过说真的，
我最近真的不想吃东西！！！
你们还一直叫我吃。。。T.T
彻底认为吃东西是件苦差。
不过我知道我比非洲孩童幸福多了～
但，我真的没胃口啦～
我一吃下去，
就算是一点，
我都会很想很想吐！
看到食物就会作呕。。。
#尤其是荤的
不知为啥～
就今天早上，
我想吃而已～
也许是考试后遗症？
haiz。。。我真的很饱很饱很饱了。。。
我真的没胃口了～
别再逼我了～

1st day of exam

i word...WORSE!!!!
1st,bm test.
totally don't know what had i wrote on the paper.
2nd,moral test.
nilai!!!!!!i forgot the definition for it!
the more painful thing is....i remember the last part but wrong at the front part!
so...become zero mark liao...T.T
feel like want to jump into river~!
3rd,chinese test.
okaylah~~but got question dont know how to do also...T.T

this is
only the 1st day of exam...
only the start for my form 4 life...
feel worse than ever...>.<